Lily Allen has never been one to shy away from uncomfortable truths, and on the latest episode of her podcast Miss Me?, she opened up about a deeply personal one: she can’t remember how many abortions she’s had.

The 40-year-old singer was speaking candidly with her longtime friend and co-host, Miquita Oliver, when the topic came up. “Abortions, I’ve had a few,” Allen said. Continues…